Conflicted and lost

     We'll say this I'm conflicted and lost to some degree, though on the bright side I'm finally got things in my room set up, had to drive on a road I'm not usually thrilled about driving on to finish which is i35, that is a whole story in it's own right.

Nothing is given to man on earth - struggle is built into the nature of life, and conflict is possible - the hero is the man who lets no obstacle prevent him from pursuing the values he has chosen. - Andrew Bernstein

    So, I'm in the conflict with myself on moving on. I hate to say it but I love the people I help but the direction the company is going I'm not really wanting to stay the only problem I have is that so many companies are in a hiring freeze unless employees are needed. It's not even funny. So, trying to find something is harder than it looks. I guess in other words unless there a miracle in this economy, it harder to find work than it looks without moving on, to another city or state. I'm just at the crossroads nothing major, on my next chess move in life, till next time.

~Robby

A little later than...

    Happy New Year's everyone, I've been stressed a little the last few days, nothing major to worry about just been tired, getting closer with everything, to get things done and ready to start to do something i'm called operation restart. I should have started this a long time ago and of course I've procrastinated about doing it. That will be a topic for another day.

The only difference between success and failure is the ability to take action. – Alexander Graham Bell

    So, I'm still using my HP Laptop, I'm giving myself until February 1st to stop using it, just there a few albums I thought about I wanted to have on my music collection, and I need to get two other things, since switching to a case which is keyboard with a track pad to make it easier to write on it, I planning to use it for basic things like writing, social media, and music.

    The second phase is my health, I was going to use the amazon halo, but today I went back to the Fitbit Versa 4, the reason after thinking about everything I want a health tracker, like my Apple Watch or Galaxy Watch but without all the bells and whistles that in the cost of the higher dollar fitness activity watch, yes that mean that one of my goals is to start to cut weight and get back in shape, but before that I've got two more things to get for the iPad than i start to look for a way to work out more in terms of things I can use in the house like resistant band gym or something to nature. That all for on this post till next time.

~Robby